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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Today In The Life...

So, I had first and second periods off school this morning. This does mean I had period 5, but I got us leisurely, ate, chilled, made cookies, and headed off in a leisurely fashion that left me chilled for school.

Best morning ever. I love rowing and all, but it tends to leave me without the energy to deal with the rest of the day.

I got to school, and with my spare free time, I went onto one of my two FF.Net forums where I'm a regular.

The Domain is currently a warzone. The atmosphere is tense and unhappy. I pick up on these things easily, so it upsets me. I had a breakdown last night (bad grades + fighting friends + formal drama = a severely distressed girl who is borderline depressive), and I thought I should go.

But one of my friends was there, and he always makes me laugh, so I stuck it out, and eventually the atmosphere got less tense. So that was good.

I had Chemistry in Period 3, and I did a 1500 meter ergo (that's a race on the rowing machines) at Lunch with my crew. And then Periods 4 and 5 I had Psychology, which is always fun.

Anyway, didn't get home until six thirty ish. I was stupid enough to catch the fucking tram. BAD IDEA. I should have known I'd have to wait like, 20 minutes for a tram that wasn't so packed you could fit a girl and her schoolbag on it. I'm currently kinda PMSing, so I got so frustrated I chucked my bag at the tram shelter and yelled about being in Year 12 and having to study.

My phone looks like it's a little worse for wear because of my temper tantrum. -_-

Anyway, I finally got home, and I was on the internet for like, five minutes, and my mum comes in and gives me shit about how I should be spending more time studying and less time looking at my LJ checking on friends and shit. I got so fucking mad, but I'm too much of a coward to bitch back at her, so it's just festering quietly. I resent her for thinking that I have to give up everything and everyone I love just to get a good score this year. Fuck that shit.

I need that stuff to keep me sane.

Anyway, had a text conversation with my friend Streak until I got internet access on my laptop, and then posted a tl;dr post on T/D about the conflict. And I feel better now for having spoken about it. :)

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Hmm

Well. I started my week as usual, with my 5:40am training row. I'm so sad that the season is ending. This is the last week of rowing, culminating with the major event of our season, Head of the Schoolgirls, this weekend. It's an exciting time to be in my life, as well as slightly stressful and sad.

Hi. I'm seventeen, female, Australian, go to an all girl's private school, and sports are my life. As of about six weeks ago, I started my last year of high school.

AAAAAAGH!

Hahah. Nah, Year 12 isn't too bad. I mean, you get your usual Assesment Task freakouts, (like I got 26 out of 40 for my Lit Essay, and all I could think was "Fuuuuuuuuuuck.") but it's not so bad.

...Let's just wait until exams, haha.

Anyway, so, my period 2 class was cancelled, which was fun, so I spent it copying out some logarithms notes into my notebook. Obviously I should have done this a VERY long time ago, but... I'm just lazy like that, haha.

So, while also sketchily copying out notes, I also browsed my usual forums, including the Fireplace Alliance on FF.net, where I'm a moderator, and the AFI Message Boards. Obviously came across a post about looking into the minds of under 18 year olds, and here we are.

I thought I should do this before I forget. Hahah. I can already tell you the rest of my day. I'll go off to my PE class, where we'll learn more about Energy Systems. I'll have weights at lunchtime, and House Assembly after that. Then I'll go and hang out with a friend in Period 4, and then I'll go home, and chill before my tutor comes and we'll hopefully NOT work on Lit. Haha. Nah, I have a Methods Test next week, so, we'll work on that. Then I'll go on the internet, hopefully chat to a few friends, then go to bed.

...I lead such a boring life. Hahahah.