Facing demons

Wow, the blog is all dusty right now.
Anyway, last week the first issue of the school newspaper came out. The writers had to sell it, so there you see me, running around crowded hallways asking people if they wanted it. I finally got to sell 27 newspapers in three days (phew!) It's the first time that anyone (beside my friends) read something I write. You'll see, it terrifies me. It scares the hell out of me when someone unfamiliar reads something that he/she knows is written by me. I didn't use an pseudonim, so now all the freking high school read my feelings. I'll have to get use to it, because I'm in for the whole semester. Oh, my...
On a happier and unrelated note, Crash Love is only a week away. Yay! :D

Renewal...

I started school this week in (possibly) the preppiest school in town. I went in there because I got a scholarship. But I feel kind of out of place because it's filled with girls and boys that think that wearing expensive brands and getting wasted every weekend makes them cool. There is too much people, and I'm just with two friends in my classroom. I hope I'll adapt soon enough :/ So far highschool is just Meh for me

Before sleep...

It's been a long time since I last posted, but today I wanted to share something that happened to me last night.
Do some of you get the weirdest thoughts before sleeping? I spent about an hour thinking of how much I miss one of my friends, even though I know everything that happened was his fault. I felt vurnerable and jaded. I never feel like this when I'm fully awake.
Besides this, my mind drifts off to a whole different world... sometimes happy, sometimes not.