There's one person who has had an enormous impact on my life, my friend Ashley. Even now there's so much attached to my memories of her. Because of her I realized I was bi and my loving her hasn't really gone away. I'm not sure I want it to, despite all the pain it's caused me. I kind of regret not asking her out and seeing how things would've worked out. Although, it would never have happened because despite the fact that she claimed that she was bi, she was just straight all along. I won't forget her.